Dear John. The first book and movie I literally cried on. I've read the book for one week and yes I know I'm a slow reader but it's because of school. It was a heart breaker so If you don't like happy endings don't read it or else you might get depressed like me. I will explain the plot in my own words. So John Tyree has a father that is obsessed with coins. John is from the army he went for a leave for about 2 weeks. He meets Savannah they fall in love but of course John needs to leave to go back to the army. They promise each other to write everything there is to tell so that even if they are not together it feels like they're with each other. After 1 year John came back from the army for a leave again, he meets Savannah again and spent time with each other and did stuffs couples do. John went back to the army as usual he then receives a letter from Savannah saying that she fell in love with someone else. I typed the whole letter so you can read it.

Dear John,
I'm writing you this letter at the kitchen table, and I'm struggling because I don't know how to say what I'm about to tell you. Part of me wished that you were here so I could do this in person, but we know that's impossible. So here I am, groping for words with tears on my cheeks and hoping that you'll somehow forgive me for what I'm about to write.

I know this is a terrible time for you. I try not to think about the war, but I can't escape the images, and I'm scared all the time. I watch the news and scour newspapers, knowing you're in the midst of all of it, trying to find out where you are and what you're going through. I pray every night that you'll make it home safely, and I always will. You and I shared something wonderful, and I never want you to forget that. Nor do I want you to believe that you didn't mean as much to me as I did to you. You're rare and beautiful John. I fell in love with you, but more than that, meeting you made me realize what love really means. For the past two and a half years, I've been starring at every full moon and remembering everything we've been through together. I remember how talking to you that first night felt like coming home, and I remember the night we made love. I'll always be glad that you and I shared ourselves like that. To me, it means that our souls will be linked together forever.

There's so much more too. When I close my eyes, I see your face; when I walk it's almost as if I can feel your hand in mine. Those thing are still real to me, but where they once brought comfort, now they leave me with ache. I understood your reason for staying in the army, and I respected your decision. I still do, but we both know our relationship changed after that. We changed, and in your heart, I think you realized it too. Maybe the time apart was too much, maybe it was just our different worlds. I don't know. Every time we fought I hated myself for it. Somehow, even though we still love each other, we lost that magical bond that kept us together.

I know that sound like an excuse, but please believe me when I say that I didn't mean to fall in love with someone else. If I don't really understand how it happened, how can you? I don't expect you to, but because of all we've been through, I just can't continue lying to you. Lying would diminish everything we've shared, and I don't want to do that, even though I know you will feel betrayed.

I'll understand if you never want to talk to me again, just as I'll understand if you me that you hate me. Part of me hates me, too. Writing me this letter forces me to acknowledge that, and when I look in the mirror, I know I'm looking at someone who doesn't deserves to be loved at all. I mean that.

Even though you may not want to hear it, I want you to know that you'll always be a part of me. In our time together, you claimed a special place in my heart, one I'll carry with me forever and that no one can ever replace. You're a hero and a gentleman, you're kind and honest, but more than that, you're the first man I ever truly loved. And no matter what the future brings, you always will be, and I know that my life is better for it.

I'm so sorry----
Savannah

in the book Savannah ends up with Tim her childhood friend but in the movie Savannah ends up with John. My thoughts about this movie is perfect. I really don;t know I want to watch this again. Actually I'm going to watch this with my friends because I wanna see them cry. It's a very touching movie. Especially if you're just raised by your father.

Labels: 30 days, 6th day, masterlist

Heroes aren't born, they're built.

taken from the first Ironman movie.

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Yep this is my favorite book. It's entitled The Spiderwick Chronicles. I fofund out about this book when I was at my friend's (Gabriella) house. I got enticed by the cover so I asked her if I could borrow it and she said yes. I was around 10 years old when I read this. So I finished the book within 2 days. I was really happy with the plot and genre so I asked my parents to buy the whole pack of the book for my birthday and of course they did because i's an educational gift! It also has a movie now so you should really go and watch it.

Labels: 4th day, masterlist

Yes this is my addiction. iCarly. I know it may seem a little childish for me to like iCarly but everyone has there differences. Pretty much this is really the TV show that I've watched all the episodes. Yes! I've watched them all. My favorite character is Sam she's the bully one, and of course I ship Seddie.

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Iron Man

What makes me love Iron Man? Simply because of it's awesome plot, hot characters, and amazing props! I was really moved when I watched this. It was funny really. You'll never know when they'll make you laugh. For me it's really a masterpiece. Iron Man 2 wasn't really as great as the first one but still it's a great movie! It's better then the Twilight Saga I tell you! So if you still haven't watched it, then what are you waiting for? Go buy the DVD or CD now!

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For today this is my first post for my 30 days master list blog post, I'm going to talk about my favorite song, and it's no other than Time To Love by T-ara. At first everyone was talking about it at the Official International Forum of T-ara (Tiara Diadem) and I was wondering if it was good as they say. After I watched it, It got me thinking why I didn't watch it before. Now I'm completely LSS-ed. Wanna dee the music video? There are two versions but I prefer the first version.

Version 1:


Version 2:


Now what I love about it. Even though I haven't really memorized the translation I fell in love with this song because of the tune, the rhythm, and the mix. I can't tell you how much this song is addictive. I always sing this song at school. It's awesome too because Soyeon is my bias at T-ara and the Music Video and Song really concentrates on her. I fell in love with her because of this music video, I also became a fan of Supernova. If I were to rate this son I'd give it a 5/5.

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So yeah I'm going to copy my sister's idea at her blog. If you want to visit it then here: http://curioushands.wordpress.com/ . Though I'm not really sure if she'll get angry at or get happy because I'm advertising her blog although my blog is one trash that I think nobody reads either. I know sometimes my English can be bad, but at least I try hard! So here goes the idea of me blog for 30 days continuously. You will get to know more about me and you might not know that we have the same interests! So here's the list.

Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television programme
Day 04 → Your favourite book
Day 05 → Your favourite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

So I'll officially start tomorrow. And please pray for my Aunt she's very sick right now and needs you're help at praying. She's very close to us so please help us in praying.

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